This last week was so incredible in New Glasgow! On Tuesday the Sister Training Leaders came for exchanges and I got to work with Sister Pizzey. She taught me so much! I learned that I'd been facing so much discouragement because I was focused on myself. I'd been looking for ways to improve My skill level, so that I can help the work progress Myself. when things got tough I would turn inward wondering what I'd done wrong or why I wasn't good enough. But of course, the secret to success is to follow the example of Jesus Christ and turn outward, when everyone else is turning inward. I learned to instead focus on how I can build Sister Curtis, and how She can help the work progress. The difference that made in our companionship was night and day. It was no longer about me. We began to have fun, to teach in unity, and to really trust one another. Not only did we find more success within our companionship, but also with the work. This week our numbers (key indicators, lessons, and contacts) were higher than they have been my entire mission. Not only that but as we were driving home each night I felt absolute peace and happiness in my heart knowing I'd given my all to the Lord that day.
Also, I have some exciting news. I received a call from the assistants on Saturday evening explaining there was a leadership training in Halifax this coming Tuesday for all the zone leaders and sister training leaders. He said that for role playing purposes they were short one missionary to make the groups even so they invited me to attend! Out of all the missionaries in Nova Scotia (about 35) they asked me, a new missionary serving all the way in New Glasgow. I am so pumped to be able to attend this leadership conference. Just to clarify.. I have not been called to any leadership position other than a trainer. They just needed one more missionary to attend. But I'm so honored they selected me! Sister Curtis will work in Dartmouth with the sisters serving for the day there while I attend the conference. I am a little nervous to role play and such with all of the leaders of the mission but am so glad Heavenly Father has given me the opportunity to learn and grow and to be able to bring back what I learn and apply it in my own area. Plus I get to see Sister Starkie :)
I can't express how grateful I am to be a missionary. Nothing in the world can compare to the joy I feel as I'm learning to give my heart to the Lord.
1 John 2:17
"And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof; but he that doeth the will of God abideth forever."
I can't explain all I have learned since entering the MTC but it's more than I could've imagined. I've never prayed and studied the scriptures so much in my life, but I've also never received such clear and direct answers to my prayers. Every single one. James E Faust said, "The Holy Ghost bears witness of the truth and impresses upon the soul the reality of God the Father and Jesus Christ so deeply that no earthy power or authority can separate him from that knowledge." Nothing in this world can change the truth, or stop the work of God. I love that and I love what I have been called to do! I hope everyone is healthy and happy! :) Have a great week!
Love
Sister B. :)